Posted Mar. 20 2011, at 4:00 PM

everyone has a talent... somewhere deep inside, we have something that no other people could do... seeing that talent inside us may take awhile.. or a few years... sometimes we didn't even realize that it was a talent and simply took it for granted... then the whole thing just... died with us... i, myself, doesn't really know what talent i have.. despite the music interest that develops so strong within me, i dont really have any talent in music that much... just the ideas... my guitar playing, is not a talent... its a skill that anyone with fingers could learn... but i do have the ability to adapt.... understanding things beyond the box of normality. its not a believe, or some sort of religious thinking methods... im not fit to be a role model for that... or anything for all that matters.... lol. anyway, thats not the topic... just some things i got in my head just now... im letting it out.. i always see things from a different aspects or views... somehow, to me, theres always a double side effects, or outcomes from a single actions... its like this stupid ideas popping out from the possibilities of the actions and reactions, of a person or whatever... in music.. i have this idea about emotions that flows along while we hear our favorite songs... i mean, i love listening to music... i love the way i feel when my favorites are played... or played them myself... after a few years of music digging, guitar strumming, and all that... there was a time that i thought to myself, "what if i loose my hearings?" or "what happens if never knew what sound is?" would i feel the same way if i saw a band in concerts? would i even know what the heck is going on? i am, thankful for being able to hear... but with such question in my head, i started to dig up things that was beyond my music interest... the deaf.. yes, we've all seen them, know them, acknowledged them in some ways... but we can never give them the same feeling we felt on music... or is it? I've tried many things that i could think of... on how they could HEAR what i hear... (cause im too dumb to learn sign languages) feel what i felt, on the music i listen to... sound silly right? but thats just it... its my way of trying to adapt on their side of the story... after a long while... i came up with this stupid idea... in my love for music... then could it be possible? can it be done? to give those feelings we felt... to the deaf? i've done some digging on this too... and there are some possibility for them to HEAR, music... maybe you guys should do it too... cause i know i may not be the first one to think of doing this... and if you ask me... it is possible... try looking up on a person named Shawn Dale Barnett... or if guys wants a familiar name. Beethoven. read out what you could find... cause i searched for DEAF MUSIC on the internet... it tracks back to 1993 where this idea of mine has already begun... yet not one us took it seriously... do we?